it was a dream
by Lucille clifton
in which my greater self
rose up before me
accusing me of my life
with her extra finger
whirling in a gyre of rage
at what my days had come to
what,
i pleaded with her, could i do,
oh what could i have done?
and she twisted her wild hair
and sparked her wild eyes
and screamed as long as
i could hear her
This. This. This.
Theresa,
ReplyDeleteI read this poem in college and found it very powerful. I still still moves me. I find the line "accusing me of my life" particularly fiery.
I can scarcely imagine a better call to change.
Erin
I've never read this before, but oh, do I know it. How absolutely perfect.
ReplyDeleteOh, Theresa, I have been gone too long. This poem is magnificent! Thank you for posting it. Extremely a propos for me - and for many of us, I suspect!
ReplyDeleteVicky
For me, the poem describes that space in a depressive episode when the individual is at a point of choice. There is a recognition of the painful depths that are available and equally, a rage against such self-flagellation.
ReplyDeleteVery striking!
V