I just noticed that what I wrote in the previous entry could be a poem:
The Path to Transformation
Negotiate the dark places in your life.
Fail. Make rotten choices.
Be as selfish as you want to be.
Hit rock bottom.
Turn to stone.
Become a statue in some devil's antechamber.
Hunger. Thirst. Never be satisfied.
Oh how you suffer,
but tears won't come.
Resist.
Resist.
Resist.
Transformation doesn't happen in an instant.
Becoming something else is hard.
Do what comes natural:
Harden your heart, blame others.
This will take a long time.
Hard to believe,
but one day you'll encounter grace.
Hard to believe,
but someone's out there,
really,
someone's out there,
who will not judge you.
Only then will you change,
be one with the sun.
You will be love.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
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The Secret of Hurricanes : That article in the Waterville Scout said it was Shake- spearean, all that fatalism that guides the Kennedys' lives. The likelihood of untimely death. Recently, another one died in his prime, John-John in an airplane. Not long before that, Bobby's boy. While playing football at high speeds on snow skis. Those Kennedys take some crazy chances. I prefer my own easy ways. Which isn't to say my life hasn't been Shake-spearean. By the time I was sixteen, my life was like the darkened stage at the end of Hamlet or Macbeth. All littered with corpses and treachery.
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3 comments:
Transformation doesn't happen in an instant.
Becoming something else is hard.
So well stated.
TJ
Thank you for this.
This was so beautiful and meaningful to me. The folly of youth and the process of maturing and realizing that we find our true beauty in taking our eyes off ourselves and seeing others. It reminds me of the child who one day understands their parents and forgives them, freeing themselves in the process.
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